This weigh-in I did not lose any more weight. Boot camp had been cancelled on Monday causing a huge lack in muscle building exercise , but even still I used the elliptical twice (better than usual and for longer) and did crazy cardio dancing on Friday night with my cousin playing Just Dance 2.
So after completing a pretty intense 40 minute dance party and another 40 minutes of stretching, followed by a weekend of elliptical craziness I was hoping to have lost at least 1 pound. Nope. Nothing. Technically I gained back .5 of a pound but I don’t really feel like it’s necessary to record that ... unless it’s in my favour. But I will because I am trying to be honest with myself.
I blame my weekend of food choices. I had been craving pizza all week and finally caved and my boyfriend brought home a lovely STUFFED CRUST cheese pizza. Bastard. How can you only have one slice of that? So two slices and still wanting more I managed to stop it for the day but then the next night I seemed to have a late lunch only to eat an early dinner. Another slice of pizza on top of the frozen mini pizzas I had just eaten for ‘lunch’ (it was already 3:00 by the time I had lunch). That is WAY too much for one evening.
My fault, It could have been a week with great progress. I was so proud that I was able to elliptical through an entire How I Met Your Mother episode that I somehow just kept eating? I don’t know why I did it, maybe I thought I worked really hard so I can eat more, but I did not burn enough calories to eat that much pizza. Or maybe I just didn’t think and let my cravings get the best of me. So now I haven’t moved forward in the least.
It was supposed to be a great week but now I feel like I disappointed myself. I guess I can use this as a motivation towards the coming weeks. I have a wedding to attend late April and I really would like to look SO much better than I do now. I want to be able to wear a dress and not have to feel self conscious about my Bingo-Wings and Food Baby sticking out and wobbling around.
Hopefully by next week I will be down AT LEAST one pound. I am contemplating a second weigh-in either tomorrow or Wednesday to see if it changes once I can get the pizza out of my system from boot camp tonight.
Oh well, I need to let go. Maybe when I compare my measurements tonight I will feel less crappy about my week. I don’t think I lost much off anywhere but you never know! I need to let this go and realize that as long as I don’t slip backwards too far I will be okay. And even if I do, I can always restart, as awful as it is. I didn’t gain weight which is good as I think I have been steadily gaining weight since high school was over. So I will keep trying, perhaps weigh-in again tomorrow or Wednesday and try to stay motivated. I knew this wasn’t an overnight solution (Although we all wish it was) and I am going to have to literally work my ass off to see results.
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