Laziness is the Enemy

SO, its now MARCH! Two full months complete and already two weeks into March. Crazy. I think I have been doing pretty well so far. Granted I have cheated and eaten so many Delicious things, but overall I have been pretty good.

The only really large issue is, since boot camp ended a few weeks ago and before it ended the last class was cancelled. I haven't really had a good work out in weeks! I have had almost no motivation when it counts. The only time I feel like exercising are when I am bored at work. I get home, I sit down and I don't move. Or like last night I spent my evening in my office jotting down notes but really could and should have taken 20 minutes and gone for a run.

I weighed in this morning and despite my three weeks of laziness I have still been losing weight. The only thing is I have probably started to lose muscle and that is the last thing I want. I won't become a super hero if I jiggle. Super heroes do not jiggle.

Tonight I will be going for either a run on the elliptical, a jog on the trampoline, or perhaps I will go outside and go for a brisk walk as it is finally starting to warm up. I think I might do the elliptical today but who knows. Apparently I can make these plans now and get home and eat muffins all night.

I need to get re motivated... Usually I receive monthly motivation when I receive my Women's Health Magazine. I love the tips they have and the exercise routines always seem so great, however I haven't received it in months and I am getting cranky. I have updated my address and emailed them twice so they better send it soon.

I believe I am resigning up for boot camp. The next session starts soon and I think I really need to be in it. I might sign up for a Pilates class also but that doesn't start for a while so I have time to decide and figure out if I have enough spare money. I know its good to invest in myself and all, but its also good to have electricity and food. I really need the classes to motivate me. Because I always am so out of shape when I start the classes I am motivated to work harder in between because I hate being embarrassed by the super fit perfect girls in the class. I want to be the super fit girl, not the one that's turning purple with a charlie horse in her calve and a stitch up her side.

Any type of class is good though... There is also a fitness hooping one that sounds interesting? I read in Shape magazine that that is how Marissa Tomei stays fit and shes in great shape so maybe something to consider?

Weigh in this week surprised me, I expected to have not lost any weight this week but I was down 1 pound... Based on the pattern of my weight loss since I started, the last three weeks have been surprisingly good. I wonder if its because its muscles that are dissolving... I hope not. I have been really good with my food. I discovered these individual packages of turkey and chicken that are pretty good which are only 100 calories. It is so much deli meat and really I shouldn't eat it all but for 100 calories, may as well. I have been putting it on a weight watchers whole wheat bagel that are only 140 calories. so total 240 calories for lunch? I usually have a muffin as well but that still only brings me up to 355 calories. And I am full until I get home from work at 4.

My muffin kick is still going strong. I love them and they are so good. Its probably going to be an issue because I keep eating too many and not letting them make me full. I really need to do groceries and get a wider variety of foods. Cannot live off of muffins. (However if I could I probably would...)