Especially when all of your tasks are undesirable. So this week I haven’t been around much. Sorry! I seem to have had a midterm and assignment within two days of each other as well as working and exhaustion and trying to find time to exercising… and failing at every last one of them.
My midterm was impossible to study for and I did awful, my paper is terrible, work was pretty whatever, I couldn’t sleep in on any of my days off as that now seems to be the norm and exercising, short of jumping on my new mini trampoline a few times I did not complete any kind of challenging goals. I think the longest I “rebounded” (as I have been informed its called) for was 10 minutes. I guess I need to build up my endurance but it is a really good work out.
I need to plan out times to work out and make commitments until I get back into an exercise class. Registration begins tomorrow night so I really need to get the guide and pick a class to take. I would enjoy taking the boot camp again, or maybe a Pilates/yoga class to help with flexibility. I wouldn’t mind an aqua class but I don’t think I am really ready for a bathing suit just yet.
This week I have been focusing on my eating as it was getting a little bit ridiculous. I have decided that my little addiction to fruit snacks is absurd. I really love them and they are the PERFECT snack, but for some reason if I have one, I must eat 17… packages that is. Its really too bad because they are low cal and not too bad for you and taste delicious and are portable and fast. However I will honestly eat the entire box in one day if given the opportunity.
I need to find healthier snacks. It proves almost impossible for me as I am the worlds pickiest eater. It is so inconvenient but I just don’t like so many foods and the ones I don’t know if I will like I usually just don’t try them in pure fear that it will be disgusting and also I don’t like to waste food so why eat it and hate it when someone else loves it? That would be selfish of course.
I just made some low cal brownies! They come from a box and are the easiest things to make but they are so good. I also was given a friend’s recipe for oatmeal chocolate chip muffins. I am pretty sure I ate them at her house when I was little so I am almost positive I like them. And who doesn't like muffins? When I make them I will perhaps post a picture if they turn out yummy looking. I am not the best cook so its likely they will turn out looking like cups of vomit, but we shall see? I plan to buy the ingredients tomorrow.
I don’t think I will lose any weight this time as after my exam and before Chelsea’s dance show I ate more then necessary quantities of pizza followed by dairy queen I didn't even want but bought out of habit. It didn't even taste great… and the girls at the counter were super bitchy. I understand the displeasure of working until 10 on a Saturday night ladies, but if you don’t give the 12 year old her Oreos, she’s going to pout and it is no fun for anyone.
I really need to focus my exercising. I am starting to think that you lose pounds based on eating habits and inches on your exercise habits. Because the weeks where I work out hard core I end up losing inches every where but never much weight and then if I ever have a good food week (oh so rare) I tend to go down in weight by the .2 lbs I get to watch. It is getting frustrating, I kind of hate the biggest loser as it creates these false hopes in your sub conscious. Even though I know there's no humanly possible way to lose 22 lbs in a week, some guy on biggest loser did so it is in my brain that 1 lb is useless. But, that would be scary if I did lose 22 lb in a week… unless I cut off a leg which is not really on my to do list.
Anyways this was just a random I AM STILL ALIVE post. I will post something much more relevant when my brains not fried from writing a useless paper on random theories I pretend to understand. So have a good night!
OH! P.S. While I was writing my essay I didn't feel like citing the same thing three times for each point so I tried to figure out semi colons and Google brought me to this: http://theoatmeal.com/comics/semicolon holy moly that site is so funny. The semi colon ones not even the best one. How to ride a pony had my laughing pretty good. Go check it out. I promise you will enjoy it. If you don’t… you are no fun.
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